When You Love Someone~

Hi Noellites!
I'm so sorry for not writing for quite a while...well...work demands and all that...very tiring indeed.
One must move on no?No work...no money...no money...no honey.I'm just fucking giberish-ing all the time now.Let's get on to the topic shall we?

When you love someone...and you were taught to be loyal...it's difficult ya know...on what point of difficulty ya say?when it comes to distance.yes...distance doesn't matter when two hearts are in love .but it becomes even more difficult when the other 'side' is busy almost all the time and left you fucking lonely.yes...especially when they always have some kind of excuse to make you feel 'toss-aside'.yes...i get that feeling all the time now.but i can't fucking blame him...i mean...yes i do love him...he is my Bf.but he's so far away...i don't really care what he does for a living.even if he's a cosplayer?i don't care!
 Lately he's been making up excuse of all sorts and yes...i do understand that he's busy.because i love him i let him do almost anything he wants.i learned from my lessons of being hurt terribly bad and even had that suicide intent.been there done that.i'm a widow now. for some boys...widows are highly experience bitch.Are we...?and that's not all there is to that.but for my bf?i don't know what am i really to him.

Bored!

Hey Noellites!
how are you guys doing today? i sure hope you're in top condition!well...just like the title says...it's bored. yep...i'm officially bored as fuck.i had no plan whatsoever besides writing in this blog so i wouldn't feel lonely.i haven't been anywhere much today since i'm not working in P hotel..(let's just call it P hotel.) all of this for the sake of my mom who is not well...i love my mom more than anything. yes..she means the world to me. and i'd do anything to protect her even if it cost me my work.yes...things are hard lately but at the moment i'm not ready to talk about it.sometimes i pretend to be asleep but truth is i can't sleep at all.
Some people mistake me for what i do...the fact is...they don't understand what i'm doing.anyway...today my brother offer me to buy his blackberry phone. yes...i want it..but i'm thinking at the moment how the fuck do i pay him back? we had lil discussion and yeah...now i'm the one who can't make up my fucking mind. 

i want his phone due to the fact that it has almost everything i want..but i dunno...maybe i'm being choosy?( choosy bitch!)anyhow....i want to pack my stuff  a bit and i can't delay any longer. i know the fact that going back to P hotel to take my stuff would mark me like a criminal.(so fucking what?)i'm just heading there to take my stuff and if i'm not allowed in i would cause havoc in that fucking hotel.I'm sure 'that' bitch is over the moon hearing i'm no longer work there.i love listening to music. yes i do. but i can't listen to it due to i dun have any device that has bluetooth function.(fucking bluetooth...)my headphone is a bluetooth device that has a pick up the call function too. i couldn't find anyone who wants to buy it so i decided to use it till the end of it's service.anyway...i gotta end it here...till the next time!

Love~
Noelle Jordan

Video making~

Hey Noellites!
I hope you're all fine today? well...recently i saw a lot of videos on youtube and yeah...i gotta admit it...it is fucking awesome! i had this strange urge to suddenly start my own videos. (Can i really do it? am i able to do it?) yeah...they have this amazing transitions,captions,this and that...etc etc etc... but you know...knowing i suck at making videos i decided i should go ahead and try. like hey...why the fuck not?and soon before you know it, i'll be pretty good at it~

My favorite anime at the moment- Hellsing

(though I love Kuroshitsuji~)

My first time trying to make videos!

Hi Noellites! I need your help.do you know what kind of program i could use to edit my videos to make it better? i mean i suck at making videos though. (as you can see) Anyway...if you have any idea on what program i can use or anything please please let me know~ Till the next time!

Love~
Noelle Jordan

The one Dollar tissues!

Hey Noellites!
Guess what? My lil brother came back from work couple of hours ago and he gave me something rather interesting! (for those of you may already have that -meh expression. But for me it is super cute! 

There's only one of these left in the shop where he worked.  The shop itself sell various of items recycled-hey! They're processed to look brand new recycle items you know! My brother knew i was into these kind of things. He gave me the one dollar tissue! 
  Eventually when we went for dinner earlier he showed me and yeah, one of the friendly staff there who knew me as their regular saw the tissue and immediately tore it open and took the tissue out!(lol...i don't even open it yet!) but yeah....he's forgiven since he didn't knew. My brother said it belonged to me and that guy said it's a tissue? i said yeah it is. And yeah...he told us that when money made into a tissue (that you would eventually throw away) he said it's not that very nice. What he said got a point there and my brother look at me and said "yeah, i never actually thought about it," So i told my brother i said before that guy even told me i already knew about the money issue thing.(I can't really explain it in detail-I'll make up for it next time)
 So off we went home -paid the food and everything.
So yeah...i was very very happy when i got it. i wouldn't use it even during emergencies. Nope, not gonna use it at all. I got to go now Noellites and yeah! Those of you who want to chat with me live do leave me a comment and your Skype name, and I'll get back to you! Till next time!

Love~
Noelle Jordan

Live chat with me Noellites!

Hey Noellites! Feeling lonely and need someone to talk to? want to chat with me live or cam with me? check it out in skype! my skype name Strawberry berry! Check in again tomorrow to see what time you'll be able to catch me online in skype! 

Love~
Noelle Jordan

Promoting each other!

Hey my dear Noellites! 

Today i'm helping out someone to promote her business~ Not a fine dining no no...it's the coziest place you'll ever know! It is called Debbie's Place Irish Pub. Located at the heart of Langkawi, it's big shamrock greets you from afar. The owner is the friendliest woman you'll ever know-Debbie herself. With varieties of pub food for you to enjoy while you're drinking it is the perfect place_if you're looking for solidtude. Families are welcome too! For the sport-watching dads, live sports are also showing in big screen.(do check-out what channel they have in store!) With cold pints for you to sip upon.(not to forget they have happy hours too!)

Open from 5pm till late. Here i'll leave you a link in facebook-if you think what i said sounds too good to be true!https://www.facebook.com/debbiesplaceirishpub?ref=hl

So my dear Noellites! What are you waiting for? hurry up and check it out! Till the next one!

Love~
Noelle Jordan.