Bored!

Hey Noellites!
how are you guys doing today? i sure hope you're in top condition!well...just like the title says...it's bored. yep...i'm officially bored as fuck.i had no plan whatsoever besides writing in this blog so i wouldn't feel lonely.i haven't been anywhere much today since i'm not working in P hotel..(let's just call it P hotel.) all of this for the sake of my mom who is not well...i love my mom more than anything. yes..she means the world to me. and i'd do anything to protect her even if it cost me my work.yes...things are hard lately but at the moment i'm not ready to talk about it.sometimes i pretend to be asleep but truth is i can't sleep at all.
Some people mistake me for what i do...the fact is...they don't understand what i'm doing.anyway...today my brother offer me to buy his blackberry phone. yes...i want it..but i'm thinking at the moment how the fuck do i pay him back? we had lil discussion and yeah...now i'm the one who can't make up my fucking mind. 

i want his phone due to the fact that it has almost everything i want..but i dunno...maybe i'm being choosy?( choosy bitch!)anyhow....i want to pack my stuff  a bit and i can't delay any longer. i know the fact that going back to P hotel to take my stuff would mark me like a criminal.(so fucking what?)i'm just heading there to take my stuff and if i'm not allowed in i would cause havoc in that fucking hotel.I'm sure 'that' bitch is over the moon hearing i'm no longer work there.i love listening to music. yes i do. but i can't listen to it due to i dun have any device that has bluetooth function.(fucking bluetooth...)my headphone is a bluetooth device that has a pick up the call function too. i couldn't find anyone who wants to buy it so i decided to use it till the end of it's service.anyway...i gotta end it here...till the next time!

Love~
Noelle Jordan