Hi Noellites!
I'm so sorry for not writing for quite a while...well...work demands and all that...very tiring indeed.
One must move on no?No work...no money...no money...no honey.I'm just fucking giberish-ing all the time now.Let's get on to the topic shall we?
When you love someone...and you were taught to be loyal...it's difficult ya know...on what point of difficulty ya say?when it comes to distance.yes...distance doesn't matter when two hearts are in love .but it becomes even more difficult when the other 'side' is busy almost all the time and left you fucking lonely.yes...especially when they always have some kind of excuse to make you feel 'toss-aside'.yes...i get that feeling all the time now.but i can't fucking blame him...i mean...yes i do love him...he is my Bf.but he's so far away...i don't really care what he does for a living.even if he's a cosplayer?i don't care!
Lately he's been making up excuse of all sorts and yes...i do understand that he's busy.because i love him i let him do almost anything he wants.i learned from my lessons of being hurt terribly bad and even had that suicide intent.been there done that.i'm a widow now. for some boys...widows are highly experience bitch.Are we...?and that's not all there is to that.but for my bf?i don't know what am i really to him.
